It's hard to explain but I'd like to my friend
When you live in a house but you sleep in a van
And you realize one day, seasons have changed
Since you've last seen home.

Breathe in, breathe out,
Know that you're alive.
Breathe in, breathe out,
Know that you're alive
-- "Hey Rebekah" by The Fold

That song has got me thinking. Even if it has nothing to do with the song is actually about, it got me thinking about time and what my life has been up to now.

I was looking through my iPhoto library and looking at all the times I've had. The random days where I'd hang out with some cousins or friends. The summer trips. The school days. I look back at it all and I realized something. I take pictures to remind me of the good times because all I can think about sometimes is the bad. When I look back at my life mentally, it's always a negative thing. I think about the things that I don't like about certain moments. The pictures help me remember times that were amazing, the times I want to remember the most. Based on pictures alone, I'd say summer 2006 was the most amazing summer I've had. Family weekend in Nevada, (cousins! <3) Bass Lake, birthday party, it was a great summer for me. However, when I think back on it, all I can remember are the things I didn't like about that summer. I don't know why I have that mindset, but I do. I guess I just have to keep telling myself that my life really isn't that bad.

I was also thinking about New Years. Remember how I said 2006 was a year of change? Well 2007 has been turning out to be a year of self-discovery. I'm finally trying to create who I want to be. I don't believe that you have to find yourself, because that means you had to lose yourself before. Instead, I believe that you have the power to create who you want to be. I know it's taken me 14 years, but I'm finally doing that now. Am I happy with who I'm turning out to be? Sometimes I really like who I am, and at other times I don't. I'm just going to keep telling myself that who I am now isn't going to be me forever. I have four more years of high school and I know things are going to happen within that time period that are going to help me shape who I am going to be. I tell myself that it's all a phase and my moodiness is because things are finally shaping up and settling down, and that my life really isn't that bad.

The future is a scary thing. It's unknown and it could be anything. Nowadays, I'm trying to keep a positive outlook on the future. (Becoming less paranoid and pessimistic was my 2007 new year's resolution, part of what I mentioned earlier about creating myself.) I'm really looking forward to a lot of things now. The last two months of the year have always been my favorites. I see my family a lot, and I find myself being happier more often. It's hard to really explain why I am happier this time of the year... it sort of just happens. I want to keep this positive attitude on the future all the time, not just this time of year. It's something that I have to work on. As much as it scares me, I like the future. I say I want to stop time, which I do, but it's mainly because moments are so good I feel like they should stretch on longer. It's not that I don't want the future to happen, I just want to delay it sometimes. It's just more proof that there are moments that make me realize that my life really isn't that bad.

2006 has been a year of change for me. The obvious reason would be the restaurant coming into our lives, and how that has an effect on everything. We don't see our family friends as often, Greg and I often have to rely on other people/walking to deal with transportation to school, and extracurriculars, my work schedule has greatly impacted my availability to do things on weekends. (including not being able to stay after school to see people whom I miss so much... :sad:) Those are the most obvious things that have changed during 2006.

Personal things have been shifting as well. I seem to have discovered somewhat of who I am. I mean, back in Elementary school I never saw myself being who I am today. I never knew that I would love band, heck, I almost didn't sign up for band. (thank goodness for the persuasion of parents. :happy:) I never knew I'd be a so silly and random. I mean, I've always been a goof, but I never knew that I would be known as "the random one." I never thought I would think about everything all the time. I never thought that people would see me as they do. The good, the bad, and the ugly.

Then of course there's the way I see things. I definitely have a different perception of things. I admit, I'm kind of a romantic. I had crushed in elementary school, but I noticed when I hit 7th grade, they got BIG. (coughcoughnudgenudge :winky:) It hurt to dream, and to have hope. For a while, I totally gave up on thinking that anything could ever happen, I gave up on wishing, dreaming, and hoping. And not just for romance. For everything. I stopped thinking anything good could ever happen. I stopped wishing that anything good could ever happen, and because thoughts have such a big impact on how life goes, nothing good happened. Everything was spiraling downwards. And then I realized something. I have amazing people to fall back on. In elementary school, I had friends, but none of them were ever this caring and supportive as the ones I made in 2006. That's one of my favorite things about this year.

My friends are amazing. I mean really, I've known a few longer than others, but it all feels like I've known each and every one of them for my entire life. (well... maybe not that long...) I've never had friends as awesome, caring, trustwory, and incredible as the ones 2006 brought me.

That's why it hurt so much on the last day of my 7th grade year. Most of the friends I had grown to love were leaving and going on to high school. I know, I've talked about this a lot, but you have to realize that in my entire life up to that point, nothing like that had ever struck me so fast. And likewise, it went away like that. I know they're not gone forever, but it will never be the same.

People change.

There's a good change and a bad change. However, either kind of change mean the same things:
Sacrifice, as in the change that the restaurant brought us. Me giving up seeing the incredible people who have changed.
Benefits, as in the benefits of having such wonderful friends. I knew that they cared, and I cared about them as well. I felt so comfortable around them, I was so happy.

Change is a silly thing.

I've changed the way I think. I think a lot more. I think deeply, and I think that I think too much, especially when I think about thinking about thinking. The way I think is totally wacko. People usually don't understand this, but this is partially where my "randomness" comes from. My brain is like a pinball machine. One thought leads to another thought, which reminds me of something, which happened because of this, and all of a sudden I'm thinking about kittens. I never did that before 2006.

I've changed into kind of a schizophrenic. I mean, one moment I think I'm just about to snap because of the way some guy is acting, and the next, I've somehow convinced myself that I was in some sort of love. One moment, I'm sweet and caring and willing to listen, the next I honestly don't give a rat's ass about anybody else. Of course, this could all be teenage girl stuff, but hey, that's a change that happened in 2006. I became moody.

Another thing I've discovered is the changes in my family. Auntie Jacque is having a baby (due on Sunday!!) and moved to Kansas. Sam, the first-born cousin, is attending college. People are moving! Things are not the same in my family.

So I'm looking back at 2006 with a positive attitude. It was a great year, but it had moments, like it should. It wasn't a hellhole. It wasn't puppies and rainbows. It was changing.

I discovered my comfort zone. And one of the things in it? I wasn't comfortable with breaking out of it, but I also wasn't comfortable with not taking chances. So how do I balance the two? I'm sure the zone will expand, but until then, I'm pretty satisfied with my level of comfort right now...

To be honest, I'm a little scared for 2007. Things get weird at this time of people's lives (esp. mine, being the paranoid nutcase I am... :laughing:) and I just don't think my pinball brain can handle stuff like that. (I'll think about it, then I'll think about thinking about thinking about it too much, and then my head will explode...)

However, I might be scared, but I also could not be more excited.

What's new?
What's next?
Will I make new friends?
Will things be as incredible as they were in 2006?

I have three words:

Bring it on.



Happy New Year. I probably won't have time to blog before New Years, and my trip, so I hope 2007 brings love, happiness, and a little bit of trouble. That's all we really need. (plus, you know, oxygen and stuff...)

♥rachelle

It hardly feels like Christmas is two days away. I mean, all the holidays seem like they're so far away. I have a feeling the restuarant has something to do with it. Ever since it came into our lives, everything has become so scheduled. Days of the week have a certain agenda all the time. Something like a holiday comes, and the schedule gets disrupted. It never feels like anything has changed. We don't even have all the decorations up. (thank goodness we don't host Christmas.)

So I'm in the process of making the Boyson's Famous Dinners Rolls. I have to do all 3 batches today because my dad will be using the dough machine for the cinnamon rolls tomorrow. It's a tradition to have homemade cinnamon rolls before we open presents on Christmas morning. Also, it's become our "duty" to bring dinner rolls for Christmas Eve. I can't wait to see everyone. My family is amazing.

I need to find a bag for my secret santa stuff.... all of our large bags belong to past recipients. Oh well.

It's nothing but time and a face that you lose...

I like quoting songs. Esp. the song that quote came from. It's a beautiful song by Stars, called "Your Ex-Lover is Dead." It's kind of about someone bringing another person to a place to introduce him to this girl, but it turns out, the girl is his ex from a looooong time ago. It's a song for reflecting past relationships, experiences, and what comes out of it. I'm not sorry I met you//I'm not sorry it's over//I'm not sorry there's nothing to save

Earthquakes! 3 in the last 4 days! They're getting stronger, too. The Hayward fault is due for a BIG one pretty soon. Somewhere between 6.0-7.0. Yikes! I think in my entire life, I've felt 6 earthquakes, and three of those were this week. Oh the joys of California. (:

I feel like having a flour fight.... I should tack that onto my life list... which I still need to actually write. Haha.

My dance class is awesome. It's so much fun, everybody there is so fun-loving and goofy. Of course, I'm the random one... "Did you look in the toaster?"

School is going okay. I mean, our school is slowly falling apart. Fights, things that used to be less-than-monthly, are almost daily. The teaching staff is pretty new, and everything is changing. The kids seem to be reacting really stupidly to all of this. It's pathetic, really. My dad says I'm ready for high school if I feel this way about my school. I don't know if I agree with him... but one thing is for sure, I'm sick of the behavior at my school now.

Ups and downs noted, everything is pretty good with me. For now, things are calm-ish.

Today was actually pretty fun. I mean, it's Monday, and there were ups and downs as any other day, but it wasn't awful. I mean, it was an A day! x]

ONE&&TWO-- Frank: -bows- como estas!
WOW sentences with as many words as we can. I won with a good sentence and all 5 words, therefore, I get a free book! Yee! My sentence was: "The network company guaranteed that if we follow the right guidelines, we could generate a TV show that appeals to both genders and will break through all the generic crime dramas that are all over TV." Then SDSUAR, and working on a persuasive paper. I need to check out a book from the library on global warming!

THREE&&FOUR-- Pretty fun.
Kicking Josh. Lol. Alex needs help badly with this stuff, so I'm going to help him out. He got 2/16 on his test! (of course, Shane got .5/16... but people got between 3-7) I got 11.5, but it's going to be graded on a curve, so it's out of ten, and I get extra credit!

LUNCH-- I honestly can't remember what happened at lunch...
Dizzy Dawg The Magic Bass Player Bear! ("he doesn't even touch the strings!" ™) Uhh... Josh and his "drama moves." ("MY PARENTS ARE DEAD!" lmao)

FIVE-- Self-defence in PE.
Wrist escapes. So if you grab me by the wrist, I'll know how to escape. Mwahaha! I actually didn't enjoy the self-defence classes, but this one I actually had a lot of fun in.

SIX-- Drama.
The question game! Yeee! Cody said he won, but he was cheating! Look:
Me: Have you seen my cats?
Cody: Why are your eyes brown?
Me: What does that have to do with my cats?
Cody: Why are you wearing jeans?
Me: Are you going to help me find my cat?!!
Cody: Who are you?
Me: Can you PLEASE help me find my freakin' cats!
then he got me.
But I dominated the first round. We're at a zoo and the elephant escapes.
Me: Have you seen the elephant?
Katherine: -silence-
NEXT!
Tyler: Have you seen the elephant?
Me: It escaped?
Tyler: Yeah. oh. SNAP! hahaha.
NEXT!
I got out, but I thought of a perfect question right as I got off the stage...

SEVEN-- Student conductors! Wintermusic.. Uhh. Actually, I think Ms. West did that one. Pavane= Joachim. Tales= Katrinut. March= Luis, then nobody, but I think Josh is going to do it...

AFTERSCHOOL-- Kyle came by. He was being smart, correcting Josh's grammar and shmutz. (omg!) Tess came with her friend, who brought her friend, WHO IS IN MY DANCE CLASS! (which kind of ROCKS!!!)

Christmas is coming up!! I sent out my list yesterday.

AYE! Teresa FINISHED WRITING HER MUSICAL!!!! I read it and I must say, it is AMAZING. So she needs people to help compose the songs and write the score, so she's asking me for help with that since I know bandy people. Anyone willing to help? Spread the word, and I'll get back to you on how this is going to work.

"I am sick of always trying but not trying hard enough..."

It's so sweet. I'm totally buzzed off it.

Only a couple more weeks until Thanksgiving!! I'm so excited. It'll be different this year, though. Not only because it's the most people we've had EVER (Greg counted 26...) but Dad is going to be working Mon-Wed. Both lunch and dinner, so he'll be home less. This means Greg and I get more work to do and have to put in even more effort than usual. But that doesn't matter. It'll be awesome. It's funny, 26 people, but 5 regulars are not going to be there. (Auntie Lynn, Charlene, Jesse, Matt and Jacque) I guess my mother's uncle and his family are coming, which is cool. Wheee. Plus, Sam is coming home!!!

I ordered Sims 2: Pets the other day. It'll ship in about a week. That's okay. I'm sure I'll have it by Thanksgiving. I'm heckof excited.

No school on Friday. Honor of Veteran's Day... which is Saturday... eh. Whatever. Friday is Nick's "Best Day Ever." OVER 24 HOURS OF SPONGEBOB!!!!!!! My mom is glad she's working on Friday. Haha. I still don't know if I'm going to stick it out. I mean, I'm working on Friday, so I'll miss the network premiere of SB: The Movie. Which is fine. I don't know if I could take anymore!!

Sundays are really the only days I get to spend time with my family. It's nice. We actually eat together, and talk and watch TV together, everything about Sundays (except for the homework...) is amazing.

I watched a new Rugrats special today. It was so cute! But nothing like the original 90's Rugrats. They were still babies, but there was Dill and Kimi and the animation was too neat. Haha. I miss the old shows. Everyone could enjoy them because there was adult humor in them as well. Now cartoons are just stupid enough for kids, but too stupid for the parents. It's pretty sad. I wish they still aired Rocket Power. That show pwns. =D

I saw some people on Friday after school. Ms. West finally noticed what's different. And frankly, it's sad. Because what's the point of alumni days if that's all they're going to do?

Krystina-- I wrote something. I don't know if you'll be as excited as I am about it, because you said you were happy that I was getting over it. But it got me pretty happy. I needed it, too.

Being sick really blows. I've been drinking so much water/hot chocolate/milk all day. I took some tingly tastes-like-crap cough medicine this morning (I'm probably going to take more as soon as I finish this here post) and I ate a bunch of ice cream. That was nice. Hahaha.

I don't know who got me sick, probably a combination of Greg and some of my friends. Everyone gets sick in September/October/November.

I got back into my old math class, so that means I have to make up all the work I missed last week, unfortunately, I don't know what the assignments are, and I won't until tomorrow. So I have to do makeup work and tomorrow's work. Nobody at my school really agrees with the way he assigns things. There is a rumor that he's leaving in a month, though. So it won't be forever, but that's still a lot of work to catch up on if you add it to my social studies project. Of course, all of my older friends said 8th grade was a project year.

Thanksgiving isn't coming soon enough! It's not even Halloween, yet! My dad said we're most likely going to be closing the restaurant on Thanksgiving; that's what they did last year, at least. He didn't really want to have it open anyway. Even if he did, I'd be needed in both places. I work on Thursdays, and I'm also a big help around the house on Thanksgiving. So I'm kind of glad we're not open. No offence to my dad or the restaurant or anything, but I'd rather be here at home helping than at the restaurant.

I found the coolest website ever. Answers.com-- An Encyclodictionalmanacopedia. It helped me with my research for Social Studies (Galileo, Carl Linnaeus, and the Protestant Reformation) and then after I finished, I searched for more random things, like Sims 2, trumpet, Myspace, Panic! At the Disco, all kinds of things. I even searched for bands that aren't signed and it gave me results! Now I have something to do when I'm bored. x)

Mmmm... prime rib sandwiches sound good. (I'm listening to my dad talk about what he did on his little Winery outing today. He had a prime rib sandwich. Haha)

I talked to Meaghan today. She's sick, too. So are Kurra (who is also recovering from getting hit by a car!!) and a few of my friends are getting over colds. Again, everone is sick now!

Blame the weather. xD

Today was awesome. I am so happy right now. :laughing:

so basically.....
I breezed through Ms. Lucio's class.
Helped out the people in Ms. Watson's class.
Saw my score for the test that would put me in Algebra 1.
Used a "secret" to get lunch.
Brought sexy back with Erin.
GOT BACK INTO ALGEBRA 1.
Performed sock puppet play.
Aced a test in band.
Got a taste of first trumpet.
Played "Tails of Sea and Sail" (slow, of course)
Got to keep my sock puppet.

FOshyeaa.

Of course, I still have that project in Ms. Lucio's SS class. I also have to make up all that work I missed in A1. I have to teach someone the "secret." First trumpet won't be easy. And "ToSaS" got to me a little because, well, you know. Whatever, I'm in a good mood as of now.... except for the darn cramps.

Nobody realizes this, but Britney Spears is pretty. People overlook that because they think she's a whore/hot/tragic/whatever. But think about it, Britney Spears is pretty.

Tootsie pops kick arse.

Are very good.


I can't wait until Thanksgiving.


Gah! I have a bunch of math homework. Hm. I guess I should do that.

LOST starts next week. Oh yes. But dance on Wednesdays. Means Greg has to tape it for me. That's okay. FF comercials. Plus, my dance class is awesome. xD

Today was cool.

1st&&2nd: It was okay. New Wow! Words. Each word has like, three definitions. Gah. So much to fit on a 4x6 card. Anita was talking about how fat she is.... I'm used to it. She's been like that since 4th grade. She doesn't do anything about it. I mean, she just talks about it. Uhh..... Kimmarie was really quiet. Frank was... Frank. Laurence was being a boy. Talking about how he wants some girl in our class to leave, and then have a "hot girl" take her place. What if it was a fat, smelly, stupid boy? He would NOT be happy. Lol.

3rd&&4th: Uhh. 45 review problems. Just about everyone finished during class. Justin lost his calcumigator. Haha.

5th: Miiillleee run. 10:32. Stupid new system. You get a popsicle stick every time you pass the bars. So you have to carry popsicle sticks while running the mile. Uh, yeah.

6th: Kept writing our script. It's super weird. And confusing. "What Chinchillas Taught Me." It's great.

7th: I did my scale test. Easy peasy. I got to do Scale C. So uh yeah. I wanted Scale D. But whatever. (Lol. I remember last year, the last scale test we did, I got like, A or something. And I wanted D. So I say after to Brett and Khyle, "Man! I wanted to do D! Wait. Wait no. The scale. Not D as in Deric. Ah. Nevermind." Lol. Gooood times. <3)

Afterschool: OMG. Heckof fun. I was playing 1st trumpet parts of songs we played last year. And I CAN PLAY THEM. I mean, it was no doubt as soon as Brett and Khyle left, that I would be first. Because the inters and the 7th graders can't really hit that high. And, I can actually hit a high C. Hoosha. So anyway, Flight Of Valor was heckof fun as a first. Entry Of The Gladiators was hilarious. I started slow (cause MAN that's a lot of finger changes... holy crap on a stick...) and got faster and faster. Haha. Chris was being SUPER funny. "I can't play the flute. I have a bad knee. JOHN IS TOUCHING ME! I NEED AN ADULT!" Hahaha. I still love hanging around after school. <333

Dance class tonight. Whoo. Allie will be there. Foshoookey. xD

Yeah I get bored. So anyway. Hi.

I know I don't LJ a lot, but I try. Most of these are copies of Xanga blogs. But not all of them.

Today was okay, I guess... Nothing really special happened. I mean, it's Monday, so it's usually pretty boring. Lang Arts was eh. Ms. Lucio was just not into it today, so all we really did was read. In Algebra, I just did my work, talked a little, read my book. Usual. That class is such an independent class. I like it. Even though some of the people won't be quiet. Rawwr. Lunch was fun. As usual. PE was. Okay. Flag Football drills. Nobody takes them seriously at all. PE has gotten worse this year. New teachers and stuff. And they don't really communicate at all. Puppets was fun. We started writing scripts for SOCK PUPPET plays. Whee. In mine, I'm with Karen and Hannah. We're three friends. Hannah is the mean one, Karen is the hyperactive one, and I'm the notsosmart one. Haha. "Yeah, I like jellybeans, too." Band was okay. We started scale tests today. I didn't get to go, so I go on Wednesday.

After school was cool. I was talking to Ms. West for a while, and Josh and I tried to make up a handshake. It ended up being Patty Cake, turn around and the Patty Cake faster about five times. Hahaha. It was fun, but needs work. I love handshakes. They can get so crazy. And I think it's cool when people watch, too. They're always doing one of two things. One, they are looking at you like you're a freak, or two, they're amazed.....

That was pretty much my day. Dance class started last week. The new teacher is pretty cool, but he's no Vid.

I hope I can make alumni band this week!! -crosses fingers-

I'M GETTING MY TRUMPET ON THURSDAYYY!!!!!! Whee. That excites me.

I have no idea why, but this I was TOTALLY high off life (LIFE peoples. LIFE!) during algebra and lunch. Like. Waaayyyyy creepy. I talked loud, I said, "like" a lot. And I laughed at air. Oh yes. Air. (Not that my algebra teacher cares. He just wants work to be done.) Like, I was standing outside the class, and Preston was getting weirded out, so he was like "Rachelle, did your mom give you some meds for breakfast?" I said, "No silly! I had TOAST for breakfast!!! And my mom was like, at Jazzercise this morning!" I even made up a new day of the week. Tuluviviiday. It's the day between Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday. But it's not Thursday, because Thursday isn't between Tuesday and Wednesday. But there are 7 days in a week. Except on Tuesdays. Then there are 8. Ya dig? (I doubt it)

Josh made a hysterical movie over the weekend, and we watched it afterschool. Oh my freakin' goodness. It was. Oh. Jeez. HA! It was called "Meow." (No surprise) And it starred Jack Black, Gwenyth Paltrow, Homer Simpson, Harry Potter, Josh and a few more random people. It was amazing. Fooshwa. x)



Oh yes. Dance Party, fools.

I love that song. xD

Today was Auntie Jacque's baby shower. It was so fun. I was the only kid there, but I felt totally okay with it because all the gals there were total fun. We played baby games, (like, song titles with the word baby, [none of the adults knew "Tell Me Baby" by the Red Hot Chili Peppers so I had to sing the chorus, it was part of the rules...] and making a baby out of magazine pictures...) and Jacque is really cute. She looks great. I really do think it's sad that they're moving to Kansas City. I want BabyJ (they haven't decided the name yet, and when they do, they won't tell anyone until he's born) to grow up in Cali with all of us. But they might come back. It depends....

MEAGHAN!! Sorry I didn't call. I ran out of time. Beeyawwhh!

This entire weekend was fun. Yesterday I saw Nikki and Auntie Jane. Redwood had a pancake breakfast, to we went to that. And then at work I had fun. Ramos was in such a good mood. It was funny. "No hurry no worry!"

I still like him. This has never happened before. Normally summer and a new school year will make me get over someone. But I just can't.

Have a good night. (FOX premieres are tonight! Whoopee !)

Not really.

So I have a real algebra class now!!!!! Whoopee-ish. Like, a real teacher and books and EVERYTHING!

Meaghan is pretty much the coolest person I've ever met. She believes she can fly. She never thinks of cucumbers. She goes "BEEYAWWWH!"

http://youtube.com/watch?v=MNxwAU_xAMk

GO THERE AND WATCH. It's about muffins. Hahaha.

I can't BELIEVE the Croc Hunter is DEAD!!!!!!!!!



He seemed invincible.

Yeah um. I just really like that word.

So anyway, lately I've been pretty content. I mean, I'm not dehydrated anymore, (or, as far as I know....) and even though the house is a mess, I am in a good state. I've been playing Roller Coaster Tycoon3 and Sims2 a lot. And I'm working a lot, too. My dad said I should make Fridays a usual because he wants to start his Wine Bar thing on Fridays, which means Nancy and I are working the floor. I work at least three times a week. But one week I worked Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday and Saturday. That was the week I had drama camp, so I'd get home from that and change, eat, and rest for like, 10 minutes, then turn around and leave. I think that was the week that got me dehydrated. That, plus that stupid heat wave, then the Garlic Festival. That was fun. There was a lot of great music, and even better food. Although I am not going to venture over to the garlic ice cream and garlic chocolate booths. The Scampi was great. It was like, a bulb of garlic, and some shrimp in sauce. But it was sooooo good! And then there was this Hawaiian garlic chicken. Nancy and I describe it as "Candy Chicken." They had garlic kettle korn, which I tried, and it was okay. The pesto (as usual) was to die for. But I liked the Scampi better.

Talking about all the great food makes me so hungry. Only for that stuff though. But we don't have any. Oh well. I'll just wait for next year. It's totally worth the wait.

At dance class the other night, I came early to help Debbie with the website (which I made and put together: dcdancecenter.com) and I was putting in the fall schedule. I noticed that my usual teacher wasn't teaching this year!!! I told Lauren and Allie and they are soooo mad. It's not even. It's. Ugh. But I'm not so mad about that fact that he's not teaching anymore. I'm totally up for meeting new people, even if they have to live up to Vid's standards. Haha. I'm really set off because the class moved to Wednesday 8:30-9:30. And LOST is on at nine. Auuughhh. xP

Only true LOSTIES will understand. Hahahaha.

So last night I felt really bad. I think I'm slowly getting sick or something. My stomach is being all weird. And my throat hurts like heck. But whatever, I mean, I've definitely felt worse. xD

So anyway, last night, Matt had a test to take, so Greg went to wash dishes. My dad offered for me to come, but since I felt crappy, I decided to stay home. Yeah. Right. Greg called and said Mom needed to take me to work. So I came as rescue. It was an awesome Monday!

OMG SIMS2 NIGHTLIFE IS HERE!



I'll see you in like, a few days. I'll be too busy simming my butt off!!

Okay. So I'm still not used to the whole, "out of school" thing. I still feel like I'm going to school tomorrow and tell my friends about my weekend. Yeah, I'm going to the school tomorrow. But I'm helping Ms. West. Not actually being schooled.

I worked at the restaurant last night. Man, did my feet hurt. Wow. It was really fun, though. It felt great to be involved in the family business. Teresa spent the night the last two nights. She has the funniest phrases. Ha. "Stop doing that, it gives me asthma!"

So today is Father's day. I totally forgot until last night. So now my mom is mad because I don't have a card for dad. Papa I guess is in the hospital because he got dehydrated again.

I still can't believe Auntie Jacque's pregnant!

So today was like, okay. I drew pretty much all of Mr. Johnson's class. We took a test, and since I had all ready finished my science, I just drew. Erica and Mark were watching. Mr. Murphy's class was kind of boring. Josh, Daniel, Krystal, Chelsea and I were just talking about stuff. Daniel broke the desk. Well, it was all ready broken, but he took it apart. He walked up to Mr. Murphy with this leg of the desk. It was funny.

Lunch was.... interesting. George, Laurence and I had this inside joke about the Muffin Man, and all of a sudden, Christine, Josh, Katrina and Louis got involved. It was funny and confusing, but Katrina, Christine, Louis and Josh don't know how it all started. But I guess Laurence is my brother, Josh and Louis are my nephews, Christine and Cheyenne are my daughters, The Pillsbury Dough Boy is my brother in-law, and George hasn't forgiven me for the Muffin man's affair with me. (The Muffin Man and George are married) I took a picture fo the family tree, and I'll post it later.

In Martial arts we saw the monologues. I kept looking at George going, "I'm sorry! He didn't tell me about you! I didn't know you and him had a family! I didn't know!" LOL We're weird.

In Band we were selecting conductors for the promotion ceremony. Is it just me, or did D look really weird conducting. Like, the look on his face. All the 8th graders are going to GA tomorrow. Except Brett. He said he forgot his permission slip. So I'm not going to be the only trumpet tomorrow. Cause Adam plays French Horn now, and Khyle and Christie are going to GA. Plus, Chris can't make many notes because he's really a flute. Mwahaha.

In PE, Kyle came to visit. He twisted my wrist and I SWEAR I thought he was going to break it. IT STILL HURTS! WAHHHH. He was laughing at me cause I don't get to go to GA. I said I didn't really like amusement parks. He said I was like Brett and then started complaining about how he didn't really forget his permission slip. He was just saying that cause he's a wimp. I laugh at that. Ha. Then I went over to Jenny and Michelle and was playing with those funky Chinese Yo-Yos or whatever. I caught it four times. Yay me.

After school, Kyle was spraying everyone with a squirt bottle. LOL Will thought I was an 8th grader.

Then I get home. THE END.

It's all almost over.

June 6th? Screw that. The worst day is June 15th. Especially cause June 6th was really really fun. XD